androginini

hi bitches guess who's alive

having purpleish hair with blonde roots is fun untill your actual black roots start growing 

i want to take a shower but my roomates bf is here again 

today i'll be wearing pink shoes and a pink coat and yellow sunglasses yikes

my man the walls in the dorm are paper fucking thin and i hear everything from the apartment next to me and i'm trying to listen to music so i cant hear the talking but its so loud jdjdhsjjsjsjd and i dont feel like listening to loud music 

obviously i'm exited to go to university but having to live with someone i don't know scares me so much...and being alone in such a big city :(( also the sea will be so so so far away :(((( i know i have to move out but i'll miss home sooo muchhh i dont know what tooo dooo ooooffff 

its 3:20 am and i have to sleep but its raining and the window is open so i feel that late night chill breeze and the river outside makes such lovely calming sounds and the little bugs are making little bug noises,,i'll miss my home so much,,,i'll miss the beautiful view of the sunset that i see every day and how i can hear the trains from the train station and how quiet and calm it is all the time and i'll miss the little messages my mom would write on sticky notes all around the apartment and i'll miss watching tv with my brother and making dinner for both of us and honestly i'm tearing up i'll miss everything so much and i know i can come home every weekend but its not gonna be,, the same,, 

honestly All in is really that bitch and i could watch the mv 24/7, if there was a photobook with every frame from it i would spend all my money on it So Fast 

i hOpE i meet someone that likes me :^)))) or get a cat
          or both 

university is starting soon please pray for me also i know i daydream way too much but i really wish that my time there will go well uhggggggghghh i want to get a nice job and to still be with my best friend and to meet some new people andnnn,,,, things,,, i dont know,, oof