I was never meant to find true love,
I was meant to stay single, 
Meant to die alone.
I was meant to be forgotten,
Meant to die and rotten,
Meant to be forgotten by time.
Meant to be disowned,
To be dropped off at an orphanage.
I wish this would happen sooner rather than later,
For if it happens sooner, the pain will fade with time but if later, the pain will remain forever growing in my heart,
With sorrow, regret and death knocking on the door,
Forgive me lord, I tried.❤️