fluffy_adorablue_alt

I wonder how long it would take for anyone to notice if I just... stopped texting. 
          	
          	Probably MONTHS, since almost no one ever replies to me on this app.

Mysti_19

@fluffy_adorablue_alt 1 or 2 days probably
          	  I would think u're busy for 1-2 days, then I would know something's wrong
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OrbitArchive

Want you to know you are an amazing friend til death and forever. If I don't get this back, I understand. But I have a game for you! Once you read this letter, you must send this to 15 people, including me! If you get at least 3 back, you are LOVED (and even if you don't, I still love you
          )! Nobody knows how impossible something is until they lose it. Tonight, (right at 12:00 pm) the person you live will realize they love you. Then at 1:00 pm to
          2:00 pm, be ready for the shock of your life! If you break this chain, you will have bad luck. With love, send this to the 15. If you don't, you will turn ugly in one year. A friend told me to do this, so pass it on. Tomorrow, two boys/girls will ask if they can have your number. Send this to 15 nice people, or bad luck starts for a whole year. This is NOT fake. Apparently, if you copy and paste this, you will have the best day of your life tomorrow!
          Good luck. Oh! And don't send this to a group chat!!
          Send it to 15 ppl, including me.

fluffy_adorablue_alt

I wonder how long it would take for anyone to notice if I just... stopped texting. 
          
          Probably MONTHS, since almost no one ever replies to me on this app.

Mysti_19

@fluffy_adorablue_alt 1 or 2 days probably
            I would think u're busy for 1-2 days, then I would know something's wrong
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fluffy_adorablue_alt

I feel so.. empty. It's not even sadness at this point.
          
          It's just.. emptiness. I can't even cry anymore. 
          
          Whenever something or someone hurts me, at this point, I just let the tears fall, not even acknowledging them, and then I accept it. I just accept it because for so many years, I have fought, cried, hoped, and prayed that somehow things would get better. 
          
          I'm only thirteen, so why is this so hard?
          
          Before you ask, I don't know if I'm OK. Sometimes I just wish I could.. dissappear, but I don't want to hurt my family, or my friends. 
          
          And sometimes, I want to live. I want to experience life.

Mysti_19

@fluffy_adorablue_alt I understand what you're saying,
            but I guess that's how life is, all we can do is learn from those experiences and let the future generations have a better life than ours if u ever want advice or someone to talk to, I'm always here, even if I would reply late cuz I didn't see them <33333
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fluffy_adorablue_alt

Good morning everyone...
          
          being suspended is awful. Now I can't even reply to my rps

Daddy_Long_Leg_1

Good morning<3
            
             Sorry I didn’t reply I didn’t see the announcement-
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Keqing_myqueen

helo

Keqing_myqueen

@fluffy_adorablue_alt 
            Why would Wattpad suspend u-
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Mysti_19

Hola Claire!