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          ꨄ NCTzen_babies  ⿻  softieddeonu_  Ꮺ  ָ࣪ ˖꒷ 

im bored and i just cried again lol i got mascara everywhere ToT

Hello ,, sorry that I've been inactive for a bit but anyways me and my best friend are going to publish a book together so it would mean a lot if u supported it :))
          I haven't started it yet but if u want to have a look then here is her account ~~ @Boo_the_bookworm 
          
          Title: normal conversations with aliens and emos
          
          Its basically our crackhead texts where we talk about weird fan fics we've read, music and ships hehe hope u enjoy lol 
          
          <3
          (Also hopefully I can continw the books I've already started lol)

i ordered hot sauce jdbsjsbsjsn
          
          cuz it was my bday and i got money hehe 
          
          but idk which version it was ToT
          
          butttt its dream so idc wink wonk hehet

im starting a chenji book if anyone wants to read it..? :)

username change <3 (yes, again, lol)
          
          tensfruitsalad ~ seungpuppyskz
          
          
          also, sorry i kinda disappeared again...im using my old phone for this acc and its so laggy,, plus i feel kinda lost lately,, i cant exactly describe it but whatever who cares haha.. anyways..im not sure when i can update tbh,, i will try to write more,, i just have a lot of thoughts at the moment but i will still try for u guys :)
          
          thank u for supporting me ❤❤

hello..
          
          i just wanted to say thank u so much for being there for me , i don't deserve u all :((
          
          also, sorry if i ruined ur mood w my rubbish.. i will try to avoid just ranting about my shitty self. i'll try to update soon to make up for it.. <3

I don't see the point of living anymore. My life will never get better. I recently found out that drinking alcohol makes me happy and earlier I had to stop myself from drinking it. Slapping myself is also kinda therapeutic..
          
          I feel like im just a waste of space to everyone in my life. I used to talk tons w some ppl but now we never talk suddenly. It hurts.
          
          Am I only here for when someone wants emotional support? Are we really friends? 
          
          Idek why I was born.

Username change again lol
          
          -choiyeonjun ~ tensfruitsalad
          
          cuz ten loves fruit ;)

getting drunk whilst listening to black on black hits diff 
          
          NOboDY wEArs blAcK iN hERe sO wHOsE tHE spECiAl oNE ;P