flvffygutz

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FINALLY ghosted my toxic friend and ofc she deadnames me, uses the wrong pronouns on purpose, and then blames me for everything SHE did.  
          	
          	she be saying I "ran to her" when she literally considered me her therapist, and I listened to everything she had to say or what she was upset about. never got that treatment back though, and I got sick of it. whenever I tried to vent to her like once every few months, she just plays off my feelings like it's nothing.
          	
          	so glad I'm free from that shit dawggg 

chyewlun

WHAT 
          	  THATS GENUINELY SO MESSED UP
          	  I FEEL SO SORRY I AM HAPPY YOU
          	  ENDED THAT TOXIC FRIEND SHIP 
          	  I HOPE U GET MORE GREEN FLAG FRIENDS.
          	  I hope your mental health gets better. You were
          	  To good for her anyways (˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧
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flvffygutz

@ruianaskittle THANK YOU FOR THE SUPPORT 
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ruianaskittle

GOOD THAT U GHOSTED HER I GOT MAD WHILE READING THIS MYSELF.
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flvffygutz

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FINALLY ghosted my toxic friend and ofc she deadnames me, uses the wrong pronouns on purpose, and then blames me for everything SHE did.  
          
          she be saying I "ran to her" when she literally considered me her therapist, and I listened to everything she had to say or what she was upset about. never got that treatment back though, and I got sick of it. whenever I tried to vent to her like once every few months, she just plays off my feelings like it's nothing.
          
          so glad I'm free from that shit dawggg 

chyewlun

WHAT 
            THATS GENUINELY SO MESSED UP
            I FEEL SO SORRY I AM HAPPY YOU
            ENDED THAT TOXIC FRIEND SHIP 
            I HOPE U GET MORE GREEN FLAG FRIENDS.
            I hope your mental health gets better. You were
            To good for her anyways (˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧
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flvffygutz

@ruianaskittle THANK YOU FOR THE SUPPORT 
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ruianaskittle

GOOD THAT U GHOSTED HER I GOT MAD WHILE READING THIS MYSELF.
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flvffygutz

can my friends stop cussing me out and telling me to kms because I have boundaries 

flvffygutz

@n0t_muichiro yeah, I know damn well they do... idk who else to hang out with 
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n0t_muichiro

but genuinely i feel bad for you, you don't deserve that at all
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n0t_muichiro

get new friends they suck 
            explodes them
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n0t_muichiro

youre rlly cool btw just wanted to let u know that

n0t_muichiro

teehee just wanted to make ur day :3 <3
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flvffygutz

@n0t_muichiro STOPPPP... I know this seems stupid and simple to you but you really don't know how much this really means to me  <33 I love ya'll
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flvffygutz

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TW: VENT AHEAD
          
          okay, I'm really sorry that I haven't posted in a few days, and I swear I'll try to get more chapters up soon... but recently I've been so fucking tired of life. not to the point I want to die, I just want to be someone else.
          
          most of my friends tell me to kill myself, sl1t my wrists, a f4ggot, the n-word, fattie, etc. every. fucking. day, and when I point it out to them or tell them to tone down the jokes, it's always that:
          
          "oh, you can't take a fucking joke!"
          or just cussing me out. or both. 
          
          it's not even just the jokes, it's just that they use them so much that it's all they ever say to me lately. I've told my friends multiple times that I'm uncomfortable with some of the jokes they excessively make, but they always just ignore me or say that I'm overreacting. they don't care about my feelings whatsoever.
          
          plus, I was telling my friend that being trans sucked, but she just told me being trans was a choice and blocked me. it's not a fucking choice. why would I CHOOSE to be trapped in a body with a gender that I can't even feel comfortable with. ever.
          
          don't even get me started on my bullying and trauma....
          
          that aside, I CAN'T WAIT for this school year to be over so I can fucking move on from their shit.
          
          thank you for listening to me, readers. and thank you for reading and supporting my stories. 
          
          signing off, for now, Isaiah.

flvffygutz

@rollinggirll_ I'm trying to find better friends, too  thanks for the advice!
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flvffygutz

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@rollinggirll_ I GOT THE NOTIF FOR THIS AND THE WAY MY JAW DROPPEDDDD. this means so fucking much to me, and yes, I'm feeling a bit better recently, and my friends seem a bit more decent too :)) thank you so much for caring <333
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rollinggirll_

oh my gosh, reading this broke my heart completely. i’m so sorry this is happening, no one deserves to be discriminated like this, regardless if it’s in a joking way or not. suggesting suicide and hateful comments as a joke in general is so unacceptable. this shouldn’t be things people have to put up with, it’s so disgusting. these people aren’t your friends. it looks like in my perspective that they take advantage of the friendship and use it against you, probably knowing that it wouldn’t be a big deal since you still consider them as your friends. you know yourself better than anyone else will in your lifetime. comments like these from people won’t ever reflect on the way you truly are. i hope you’re doing okay now. 
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