Ngl, I never thought I'd be crying over a kpop idol, who doesn't even know my existence. One thing I can say tho, BTS really did make my mental health better, they made my parents love me more. They are like my coping mechanism, they are like the people who hold me up and keep me safe when my parents don't. I've matured ever since I've liked them in 2014 and I'm proud of myself for that, I've got not so bad grades and I really do miss Kim Seokjin a lot but, a year or two passes by quick.