so here's a rent.
i wrote a "beautiful" love story at school, in 5 minutes lmao and i had to read it out loud. so when i did, everyone was fangirling and even one of the girls in our class shed a tear. i was so shocked. and then my friend who knows that i'm like a writer on wattpad, said out loud that "yea she's an amazing writer, isn't she? she has a book on wattpad" and everyone was like "really? what's your username, i wanna read your book". but like i can't tell them my user or send them my book cause...idk, i feel like it will expose me, my personality. cause everyone sees me as this weirdo, music nerd and just a nerd in general, but my book will show them that in real life i'm a hopeless romantic and i don't want them to know it. if i let them to read the book it's like i'm gonna open my whole damn heart in front of them and i don't want that. at all.
so yea thanks lilly for exposing me?
lol whatever.
also thanks for coming to my ted talk.