…I now know I won’t be able to fight anymore… I’m sorry… I’m sorry to those who actually tried… but I’m drowning in my thoughts and in the darkness… I only ruin everything and hurt the people I love…
My life can’t possibly get any worse… I don’t think I’ll be able to fight long enough to go to high school… my parents hate me and my dad used my fears and anxiety to basically torture me… I just want to die…