I don't know what l do anymore. I might start writing again but I genuinely can't promise anything. I'm so disappointed in myself I've lost all my passions, resorted to casual hookups and now quarantine is ruining my one source of sanity which is getting out and hanging with friends. I feel so lazy and uninspired and I want to write and finish but I just don't know if I can. If you even read this (which I doubt anyone will) I'm really sorry.