I need somewhere to vent so Wattpad it is. My night keeps progressively getting worse i wish I could run away and leave everything behind already. I love all of my friends so much that it's been hurting me so badly. I keep ghosting everyone. I barely have the motivation to get out of bed, to eat, to go to the bathroom, to do anything at all and it's like nobody gets it or cares. I can't open up to anyone. I can't do anything. Nobody will love or look at me to the same and nobody gets it. I just can't do this anymore. I hate everything and I hate myself.