welcome to my life .
( your status )
i feel like once i pull the trigger ,
or step off that chair , or swallow that final
pill , people will then think back to all the times
i walked into class holding back the tears or came in
quietly , because im usually funny and playful .
just , don't do it please . i understand , but the thing is ,
they don't need to understand . its your choice if you want
to seek help or remain the same and/ or possibly get worst.
im fourteen now , and the first time i became depressed was
fifth grade ; fifth grade! but it doesn't matter , screw the past
and live for the future . just remember , someone is going through much worse .