Hey fren, I need some help. I always ask you because you always understand me and give me very useful tips. Well, I thought I got my friends again until we left for the school trip. In the bus, I was always FU*KING ALONE and no one talked to me, even if I wanted to start a conversation. When the teachers decided the rooms, everyone who was with me wanted to change. And all my roommates treated me like I'm a wrong girl. They were all covered with make up, while I was showing all my spots because I don't like covering my face too much. They laughed at me. They had push up on their chest, while I don't want to look like a wh*re. They laughed at my face because of my way of dressing, the music I like, my big black glasses. They kept calling me nerd because I always study and hae very good marks. It's not everything: they always leave me alone saying: "no you can't hear what we're saying, go awy", then the same people tell me "throw those earphones away and come talk to us!"
There are some boys who beat me, well, none of my so-called "friends" stop them. I've fallen in depression again.
I've been bullied AGAIN AND AGAIN lately, and everything and everyone seems better than me. I know that everyone's beautiful in their own way, BUT MY OWN WAY MAKES ME FEEL A LOSER when I'm among normal people.
I really want to talk to someone, please can you help me? I'm still crying...