fookinamazin

OMFG guys thank you so much! 108 followers? This is much more than I could ever ask for. You don't understand how much I appreciate the follows that I am receiving. I love ya'll! 
          	xx,
          	fookinamazin

islandrain

Omg hey i have a question, how did you find my profile to follow me? Cause recently i got like 30+ followers who all read the book She's With Me. Did i like leave a comment on there or something?

islandrain

@fookinamazin hmmm maybe it's a bot, because i even have the evidence to show you followed me. But nope your reply is not rude at all. I'm just really confused because I haven't read She's With Me yet so it's all do weird. And yes ofc I'm a 1d fan :)) how can i ever live without lima bean and lewis
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fookinamazin

@islandrain so this is probably going to come out really rude but I don't even remember following you. I'm sorry, that sounded mean- you seem like a very nice person and I hope I didn't offend you. Anyhow, I usually don't remember a lot of the people I follow but I'm not sure I even followed you. However, I have dealt with problems like what you are struggling with and I have a question that may help you out. Are you a One Direction fan? If so, lots of their fans (like me) think of other fans as family. I saw your reading list and thought maybe since Hidden was there you might be. Lots of fans find other fans and follow them to make them more "popular" because fans support fans.
            You may have left a comment on She's With Me that caused people to like you or something. You should probably go through your Recent Activity and see what may have been the cause of the sudden burst in followers.
            I hope this was helpful and if you need anymore help, please ask me!
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fookinamazin

OMG you guys I am so touched that I have reached 65 followers. This is just another step to my goal of one hundred. Please help me reach that goal. More importantly, please share my story to your followers and please read it. I have updated because of writers block but I am planning on updating soon. Thank you so much and I hope that all of y'all have good days!

fookinamazin

Harry Styles is going solo. These are the words that have been on so many lips for months—perhaps years—and yet it’s with trepidation and regret that I finally commit them to digital ink.
          There is so much to thank One Direction for all that they have done for us (for me). They make me smile on rainy days and make me laugh on stormy ones. They help me sleep and help me wake. They let me know that I am beautiful, that everyone is.
          
          So yeah, it's over. I guess I just have to accept that. However, with that acceptance, I know that they will also get what they deserved. Happiness.
          
          When you are put in a situation of popularity, you have two choices. Happiness or fame. At the moment, you don't really know that you only get one.
          
          To be famous, you have to endure loneliness. Loneliness away from your family, away from your closest friends. Loneliness away from days of shopping and days of laying in bed watching T.V.
          
          To be famous, you have to endure insecurity. Your Twitter is filled with comments, comments about you. Maybe there are two comments that say that the person loves you. You don't wonder why they love you because you know that they are a fan. So you keep going. The next comment says I DON'T LIKE YOU. Or YOUR UGLY. Or YOU DON'T DESERVE TO LIVE (I've made all these comments much cleaner and more appropriate than they actually are). You start to wonder, well, why don't they like me? What have I ever done to them? The real answer is nothing, but that doesn't appear in your head at the time. It never really clicks to you, actually, because you believe it. And when you allow yourself to believe too many lies, it makes it harder to find your way back to the truth.
          
          Maybe going solo is Harry's way of finding the truth. Maybe it's his way of happiness. So even though it doesn't make me fully happy, and it may not make all the other fans happy either, I know one thing for sure. My fandom will be happy no matter what, because as long as he is happy, we are too.

destinywaits4

Hi josie thats my nickname! hopefully you get a chance to check out my book MIDDLE X. Let me know what you think of it ok?
          https://www.wattpad.com/180538719-middle-x-chapter-one

fookinamazin

I will totally check it out and tell you about how I feel, I bet it's amazing! That's so cool, that we share a nickname!
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