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Hii bestie!! I know you used to read my book  “playing with fire “ so I thought I’d let you know that I posted a new chapter if you’re still interested in reading it. Have a good day!! <3 

HEY BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE! ❤
          How is everyone doing? I know its been forever since I was active here, I'm sorry :( 
          Anyways, tell what you've been upto?❤❤

HAPPY DIWALI PEOPLE!!✨✨❤❤

hi thanks for following me <3
          I was wondering if you could please read my book
          It's called spurt of love and you can find it on my profile
          I hope you like it
          Please vote and comment it'll mean the world to me :)
          Thanks anyway and take care xx

Throughout the years of existing a very visible life, where everyone is looking at you and what you do, I've realized how difficult it is to adjust to what society thinks "perfect" is. Here are a few things I experienced in school on a daily basis.
          "She has straightened her hair today, must be for that guy." "She got an B on her chemistry test, I bet she's competing with that other girl in the class." "Her boyfriend is the captain of the basketball team, must be dating him for attention." "I saw her crying in the bathroom the other day, bet her boyfriend cheated on her." 
          The fact everyone knew what was happening in my life, but still never cared enough to ask whether I was okay or not, is the harsh reality of how society works, and I had to learn it the harder way. 
          The way media glorifies being "popular" is something I absolutely despise. I was always surrounded with fake friends and empty praises. No one actually gave a shit about me. I'll not lie and say I didn't enjoy it. I did, but when I got my first ever anxiety attack, it was in school and I was 13.That was when my mental health started to go downhill, and that made me realize how nobody fucking cares. I was never really a rude person, but all of this attention made me hate myself and question my existence on a regular basis. What is wrong with me? Why can't I be the girl I'm expected to be? These questions still haunt my thoughts. 
          That's why I highly relate with these beautiful words : took some time 'cause I ran out of energy, of being someone I heard I'm supposed to be.
          
          Anygayss, that was a random rating session, how are yall beautiful humans doing?❤❤

Human mind gets trapped into a viscous circle of emotions, where happiness is something that is short lived and considered as a "reward" for working hard and burning out, while sadness is something that is very consistent and a comparatively prolonged state of living. Being "numb" or not being able to feel any sort of emotion is something that tends to be present more times than we may comprehend it to be. Emotions is something that make the working machinery of the human body, a person. But the fact that it can also make a person just a mere piece of working machinery, may or may not scare the living shit outta me.
          Anyways, how are yall doing today?❤❤

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTIE @Niallssexynose1d I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! YOU'RE ONE OF THE SWEETEST, MOST CARING AND KIND PEOPLE I KNOW! I HOPE YOU ENJOY YOUR DAY❤❤❤❤

I don't care if you're a larrie or not, READ YOUNG AND BEAUTIFUL! Its literally such a well written book, I've read something like that before and I'm pretty sure I never will. Its amazaynn

I'm desperately in need of friends, drop your insta (or dm me) *laughs in loneliness*