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Thank you so much for reading Being a Directioner is Hard! I will have an extra and a question out on Wednesday and Friday and then another main update next week!

i finished reading it ends with us by colleen hoover and omg. the book had been coming up on my feed ever since december of 2020. so many people were hyping it up and saying it was a romance novel??? it is NOT a romance novel. i went in blind, so unprepared for the heaviness of this book. it completely threw me off. had i had known that this book was about a 23 year old victim of domestic violence i wouldn’t be as f*cked in the head as i am now. there is also a tw for rape. there are many times in the book that can trigger an actual victim of domestic violence or sa/rape. and i don’t mean to spoil the book or steer people away from reading it, but i was so unprepared it ruined the experience for me and i don’t want it to happen to someone else. this book hit me so hard that i’ve been in a funk for days. it’s a great book, but i wanted to inform anyone who’s reading this that it’s FAR from a romance novel. yes, they’re characters in the book you’ll romanticize, but it’s not the main idea. please know that i only have good intentions. i love you all. 

just cried for an hour because i love the boys so much that it consumes me. sometimes it gets overwhelming dealing with the emotions. it feels like they’re literally apart of me. they’re the reason i’m breathing air. THEY saved me. and i’ll never be able to express how much they mean to me simply because i can’t put it into words. the feeling is indescribable. the feeling of warmth, happiness, security, and so much more. harry styles, zayn malik, niall horan, louis tomlinson, and liam payne i love you so very much and i hope you know how many lives you have and continue to impact. you’re so important to so many people and i hope you all are aware of how much you’re loved .
          

yolanda count your mf days you vile bitch. 

hey bestie, i hope you're feeling okay *virtual forehead kiss if consent is granted*

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          ur welcome.

anyways stan zayn mf malik aka my beautiful ass husband 

it actually makes me so mad that people say zayn brought nothing to the band. like shut the fuck up. be mad about him leaving idc, but don’t discredit his talent. you will never win that arguement with me.

just cried for like an hour bc of how perfect harry is wbu?