silas ☽

omg why was i a shelby hater. embarassinggggg…

so. erm. not that anybody’s gonna read this anyway but like to yap lolz. anywayyyyy my opinion on the whole wilbur and shelby thing has changed. i don’t think shelby is lying, nor do i think she’s evil and manipulative. i understand where she’s coming from, and i understand why she’s hurt. however, i still don’t feel she handled it properly. i don’t think either of them handled it properly. they’re both bad with communication, and they were both toxic to eachother, and you can’t convince me otherwise. they both left the relationship feeling hurt. everybody knows about shelby and her feelings by now, but nobody really knows about wilbur and how he felt. i think mammalian sighing reflex should be proof enough that they were both toxic to eachother. and honestly, though i do enjoy her content, and do think she is a genuinely nice person, i don’t think she really understands what it’s like to truly date somebody who has depression, and i truly believe that in order to understand somebody who has it, you have to have had it yourself. that is not her fault, but i also don’t think she treated him the best. i do, truly from the bottom of my heart though, understand her pain and frustration, and do understand that at the end of the day, she left the relationship feeling hurt. i hope the both of them are bettering themselves from their relationship, and things can maybe be better in the future for the both of them.

"this is a 30-year-old grown ass woman whos whining and crying on the internet about being bitten she needs to grow the fuck up blah blah" 
          
          bro there's no possible way you are over the age of 25, and i highly doubt you're even over the age of 18 

fuck shelby supporters, dude. somebody on twitter claimed that they saw wilbur in brighton, and so many of them said that he should have killed himself. how fucked up do you have to be to say that about somebody? every single one of them are going to hell.

this guy whom i followed like three years ago found my account and made two posts about me like it’s actually going to do something lmfao, like realistically i won’t be writing that wilbur fanfic for the PUBLIC, as i’m scared of getting my ass doxxed (something shelby supporters are quite good at), and overall, i just don’t handle criticism of my writing well. maybe one day i’ll publish it!! i thought it would be a good idea in the moment, as i’m trying to branch out and become comfortable with publishing my writing again, but it definitely isn’t a good idea, as i simply don’t want to anymore. have a great night, and PRETTY PLEASE do your research before blindly believing somebody on the internet.

ANYWAYYYYYYY IM GONNA START WRITING A WILBUR FIC SOON!!!!!! :D

shelby supporters are so annoying. “i never even liked wilbur’s music.” “i never liked lovejoy.” “i never thought he was funny.” “i thought sorry boys was funnier without him.” why are we lying now?? you don’t have to like him, but to claim you’ve hated him all this time is a huge fucking lie. and it’s also hilarious that there’s so much evidence stacked against her, saying that she’s lying and even POSSIBLY ABUSING WILBUR, but nobody wants to address it. y’all say support victims and mental health until it’s a man, and don’t you dare fucking tell me otherwise. wilbur could be a victim of abuse from shelby. listen to mammalian sighing reflex. and even if she didn’t abuse him, she is still a narcissist, asked for proof of a TEENS SUICIDE (which asking for proof is pure fucking gold coming from her), and demonized mental health. considering she had the audacity to say that shit on camera, i don’t even want to imagine the shit she said to him off camera. i’m not saying you should send her death threats, or call her slurs, or anything, because you’re actually a shit person if you do that, no matter who to. however, shelby is not a good person, and i don’t think she deserves all of this support she’s getting. also, she’s just plain annoying. she is a 30-year-old grown ass woman whining and crying on the internet about being bitten. she needs to fucking grow up.

everybody says he’s making it about him, BUT HE’S NOT. he’s doing what everybody demanded from him. he explained his point of view, said he was wrong, and said he was sorry. that’s what everybody wanted. maybe i’m just still in denial, and yes, i DO agree his response/apology could have been tons better, but at least he didn’t try to sweep it under the rug and act like nothing happened.

if wilbur didn’t respond, everybody would hate him and continue to wish death on him.
          
          if wilbur said just he was sorry, everybody would say “not good enough”.
          
          wilbur said he was going to therapy because even he was disgusted with his own behavior, and he was changing. he told how it went down from his perspective. everybody is STILL saying “not good enough”.
          
          what the fuck else do you want from him? good fucking lord.

wilbur just responded… i feel physically sick honestly, also relieved in some way? like… now we know.