forever-alone12345

So um is it still considered cutting if you dont bleed?

MatTord_

@forever-alone12345 Idk...How do u start cutting without ur family to know..
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forever-alone12345

Omg guys. Guess what I'm 6 months clean. That's so exciting to me, if u guys even care at all, but omgg. Yayy. I hardly ever think about it. And I just advise you not to forcibly stop yourself because for me at least it made everything that much harder. But when your ready to stop itll come naturally and you'll know. You'll forget about until you remember or see the scars or until you the next time you cry. While I still but crying is completely normal. Cry it all out and just make sure by the end of the day you're not crying for that same reason again.   I love you guys so much, more than you'll ever know. Please please be safe.

forever-alone12345

@rollingmywaydowntown thank you I'll try
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rollingmywaydowntown

@forever-alone12345 this is big thing I'm so proud of you, I love you too, I hope your safe, continue being clean babe ♥️
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forever-alone12345

@super_marvel_  thank you. I do too.
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forever-alone12345

Challenge: Write to your future self. Where you wanna see yourself and stuff. There's no specifications

forever-alone12345

1 year  later (If I'm still alive) Be out of my parents house.  Focus on school work be satisfied of the grades I"m getting. Not having any distractions aka things that contribute to my depression such as guys, friends, "enemies" family and if that goes well than maybe just maybe I can start to love myself and be confident.
            
            Which i kinda am confident tbh. I'm ugly and I embrace it lol just like all the negativity in my life, but don't do that.
            
            Will I ever stop cutting? Maybe when I'm dead but I've been doing it for so long I don't think I can live without. Sure I can lessen the amount but I go right back to it. That's a whole other topic tho. SO yea... Comment below if you want
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forever-alone12345

Haven't been posting and won't be until idk something happens ig. School is out and I haven't had any panic or anxiety attacks but ik once i get back to school , I"ll be more of a wreck than i already am. Haven't harmed in a while but i can feel it that i will soon, almost did this whole week, but yeah... So how are you guys doing?

forever-alone12345

"And every single day I make it through this game called life. It's always filled with pain and strife. Reality will cut you like a knife"

GoldenFazbearGreen

@forever-alone12345 
            
            "So drive into a world of pure, a world that shall hurt no more, fantasy's all there for you, ready for your command to do."
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