Okay so I think wattpad deleted my last post which is annoying but okay i'll just repost it:
to anyone and everyone who needs to hear this:
hey.
i see you. i see your pain, your struggle, but you know what i also see? your courage. you've made it this far already, despite how difficult it was for you, and for that, i am so so so so endlessly proud of you. i know you're broken, i know you're not okay, and it breaks my heart to see that this is happening to you, but im here. i am here for you, and i promise you, no matter how unlikely it seems right now, it WILL get better. slowly.
everyone says it, and it feels overused and unrealistic, i know. and some pains may not ever go away completely, its true. but they DO get easier to deal with. maybe it will always hurt, but i know that one day soon, you'll be strong enough to face and hopefully overcome it. it won't be easy, it won't be simple, and there will be endless ups and downs. but i know you can do it - i believe in you, and i always will.
i love you so so so so much, and i promise that life will get better one day. i struggle to find the strength to do it many days, but you NEED to just hang on. even if its just by a thread. for me, for anyone you care about, for YOURSELF. i know it doesn't usually feel like its ever worth it, but i know that in the future, you will thank yourself. i know you will make a difference to the world in your own way, as large or small it may be.
even if it may feel like no one cares about you or wants you, i want you to know that i NEED you to be in this world. please. i love you, so please, if not for your own sake then for mine, please hang on.
if you ever need to talk, my pms are always open, and i promise that i will listen to anything you ever need to say without judgment. i will always be here for you <3
