......Should i?.....

                Battle scars 
          
          These battle scars
          That has ruined my heart 
          It's just causing it to fall apart.
          
          When you lie to your friends
          So they don't know what's is wrong
          For u its the end.
          
          I'm sorry I'm lying to yall
          But I'm afraid of crying in front of u
          All because I have lot of flaws.
          
          My self esteem is low
          My emotions are shut off
          I don't think anyone knows 
          This is my cut off.
          
          I was stupid to let you go
          I miss us I miss you 
          
          

Comment your snapchats and or Kiks below I'll hit yall up!❤️

There is some things that I don't get about life. Like why live? We are all gonna end up dying eventually. There isn't enough words for me to explain. How I truly feel about myself. I hope everyone is doing good if you need anyone pm me 

             Feelings be like 
          
          Depression can take over you
          Love can change you 
          Happiness is what ales you
          Heartbreak is what breaks you
          But crying gets it all out
          So you can scream and shout
          Walking in someone else's shoes is a 
          journey.
          
          Family is here for life and death
          To talk to and to vent to
          Friends is temporary 
          But is here when your going through the your darkest time
          They can relate to what your going through.
          
          You might not get this at first 
          But one you do you'll be relieved and be able to relate and you'll be the first.
          
          Life is a roller coaster 
          It makes you feel like a loser 
          You might have a lot of scars
          All the scars has a story 
          Your at war with love
          Your trying to cope but nothing is working.
          
          Your here physically 
          Mentally your somewhere else
          You think no one cares 
          You think they are lying
          So all your doing is crying .
          
          You lay there thinking the worst
          Crying hoping no one can hear you
          You get up having a blade in your hand
          Thinking its your only friend. 
          
          I'm sorry that if this doesn't make since 
          But I truly have to vent.
          
          Baby's need a lullaby 
          Well for me cutting is my lullaby
          It soothens me it comforts me 
          For a few it takes away the pain
          The pain that I have gained
          But after the pain is gone it starts makings feel insane.
          
          You made me dead inside and out
          Your the one I can't live without
          Baby I need you 
          Baby I love you
          I thought I could trust you.
          
          Your the one I loved
          The one I would die for 
          The one I care for the most.
          
          Wrote this in 5 mins. Best one I have yet... Let me no what u think u can inbox it to me if u would like. 

So I've thought about it long and hard y'all. Ik I'm going to hurt a lot of people. But I can't take it anymore. Idk about you but living in this world has destroyed me. So here goes nothing. I love all of y'all. Don't forget that......

All Ik how to do is fuck up.  I can't do anything right... I hurt ppl in my path even when I don't mean to.... what's the point? Especially in living???

Hey guys.how are y'all? anyone need to talk bout anything pm me

Don't feel alone.. I know it sucks sometimes but sometimes God shows you who your true friends are and you won't be like this forever. It's only a phase. It's not Gods intentions to have you feel sad and alone forever he's loving and caring and he is there for you. 

hey u should DM me

I'm so Alone...