Galaxy full of stars

Holy heck:) 

You broke you're heart down with ease
          now I'm picking up every piece
          you must be so hard too please
          i wish i could say thank you for all the mistakes
          thank you for all of the pain

Darling, Nobody said that we would last forever
          That doesn't mean we didn't try too get there
          I never said that we would die together
          that doesn't mean it was a lie, remember
          Nobody said that it would last Forever.

You need to hang on and hope that'll be enough sometimes. Love don't come easy too us these days. That's normal. That's life. In case you're wondering- you're not a waste of time. Even though it's easy too feel that way sometimes. You hold on. You hold on because not holding on means letting go, and you can't Give up so easily. I won't let you.

When someone is hurting Under the Surface, It can be really hard too understand why they're hurting so much. You listen. Give them a chance to speak their mind without feeling ashamed to open up. It kills me that people out there genuinely feel like nobody could ever understand or match up - It's hard. Too live. Too breath. But you need too try. I wish there was something i could say too make it all stop hurting but words fail me when i try.

My birthday in less then twenty days and I'm not ready 

You look so misunderstood 
          And I wish I could help
          But it’s hard when I hate myself
          Pray to god with my arms open
          If this is it then I feel hopeless
          And I wish I could help 
          But it’s hard when I hate myself 

I Love BTS so much

'Cause you're safe like spring time
          Short days, long nights, boy
          Tell me all the ways to love you
          'Cause you taste like Lucky Strikes
          You drag, I light, boy
          Tell me all the ways to love you

"For as long as I shall live
          I will testify to love
          I'll be a witness in the silence 
          Says the words are not enough
          With every breath I take 
          We'll give thanks to God above
          For as long as I shall live
          I will testify to love"
          
          favorite SONG. Man, this song has helped me through so much more then anyone ever has, not Just that, But it brought me too Jesus. I listen to it 24/7 and I smile and cry but at the same time I'm filled with love. This shutout goes to you mommy, love your little girl, Jenna.  And when this song plays and consumes my heart with love, I think of you. God, I miss you so much right now. I'm going too make you proud.