I know it hurts, I know but trust me hold on. I know everyone tells you that and at this point you really don't want to listen. But think of that one person who you care about not some boyfriend/girlfriend a real person who's going to be there forever. Hold on to them. But seriously hold on I have no idea what any of you are going through but I have been threw a lot. Mental and physical abuse, mental and physical bullying, self hate, self harm. Everything but find an anchor an hold on to it because some days that's all you have left.