Warm Cold Tired

the mind is God and its trapped me in Hell

i don't know why you're still here. if anyone is
          
          There's no one here for you. not a single living thing.

it was 3 years ago now. and it was 7 years ago. and 2 years ago. and it was today. 
          
          how Many times do i have to relive death

some desperate cry into the dark. i see all of you, remnants from a different time and a different Me. 
          
          surely you're all as broken as I am
          
          or you wouldn't be here.

There's nothing left for you here.

There's nothing left for me here.

i always spend so long moving on only to trip and fall all the way back down into the Gutter
          
          have you seen a man with three eyes before?

created this account in 2019. wowowow
          
          
          
          
          i was so young then. so sad. i felt so old
          i feel even older now
          
          i think maybe i'm still young. Probably
          i don't look young anymore
          
          

feeling nothing is nice, actually
          
          you should try it

i remember thinking back then "i wish i was happy, instead of horny". eventually i settled for neither.