Hi mint just wanted to say, I love your books! Your so relatable. I think you would get me really well. to be completely honest I think of suicide often but just tell myself I would go to he'll, there's nothing worse other than life than ETERNAL pain. Your right, there is no escape from he'll once you enter it. I get that. probably more than anyone. if you have a kik than maybe you could kik me. :) thank you for writing amazing relatable books.