i love you

Hi! I won’t write anymore stories on here, but my stories that I have published will continue to exist. I’ll be checking wattpad regularly tho.
          
          The stories I wrote on here, do not reflect the person I am or the writer I am anymore. However, they will always be a part of me, as they do reflect my growth as a person and as a writer. One day, I will write my own books, my own stories, my own worlds and my own characters. Today, I will write towards the future.
          
          I’ve been writing ever since I knew how to. I used to post my little stories on Instagram, then moved to WattPad in 2016. I was 11 at that time. Looking back on that, I still like writing fanfictions, fantasy and main characters that have little pieces of me hidden away in them. I guess I should’ve expected to turn out as a lesbian, as I never liked writing (or reading, for that matter) romance between the female mc and a male love interest, but loved writing a “very strong bond” between the female mc and a female “best friend”. Been queerbaiting since my 11th, I guess.
          
          I did change from then. I discovered the world, love, friends, heart break, but most importantly; myself. I switched from Dutch to English, from originals to fanfictions, and from 200 words a chapter, to 2000. I like to pinpoint these points in time by naming them after my main characters in those periods: I changed from Vanessa to Luna. And I will change again. I just don’t know the character yet.
          
          Thank you for reading my stories. Thank you for writing yours, so that I could gain knowledge of writing from them. Thank you for being part of the process of my own character development.
          
          In the end, every single one of us is a writer, writing the greatest piece of work in the end: life.
          
          I love you.
          - bolouise

Hey, in the description of your story, "Don't Confess, Write Songs" An Advice by Harry Styles, you wrote about needing a new cover. Is that still standing?

i’m not really doing too well atm and idk why it’s the way it is or how and i hate it and i shouldn’t stress about it but i am stressing and it’s not the thing i should even be stressing for because there are so many things i have to stress for and i’m just not even remotely worried about them and i’m lazy and never work or study and i just dislike the way i am
          
          /vent
          
          (tomorrow hopefully i won’t look at everything like this again and be content again.)

this is a reminder that u’re valid, loved and a great person (i’d type a heart but wattpad would turn it into an emoji so here’s a hug instead  x)

This is a remainder that I despise every single thing about wattpad premium and that the sole reason I refuse to get it is because it used to be a space for writers and readers. Now it’s a space where wattpad can earn money from your work and reading habits.

ily

Women (all non-men, actually)     /pos

Happy pridemonth!!

I really love Slimecicle I love c!Slimecicle I’m in love with Slimecicle lore I love Slimecicle streams

Not so sure if I should keep my stories online or if I should archive them...