Cause life doesn't always go your way...
You hurt people!
Knowingly or unknowingly...
But it doesn't matter...
The thing which matter the most
is that you've hurt someone..
And I do that everytime, everyday and every second...
It is indeed very difficult to live with that guilt of hurting...
I rather prefer dying than living... with these guilts haunting me all around...
I know I am bad luck...
I know I am no good as a person...
I know I don't deserve any good...
Though I have made best of my efforts to be good around everyone, it never seems to work...
I end up hurting every single being on the planet...
I am so bad, so bad...
They say that repentance saves from sin...
But here, my repentance does not seem to help...
I end up hurting; sinning everytime...
Sometimes all I wish is to take a break from this world...
Runaway "somewhere" there is no one...
But deep down I know, I will never find my "somewhere"...
Where I can...
Live to myself
Live without hurting the living
Live with happiness not guilt
The only option I see here is to quit!
Quit from this world
Quit from hurting people
Quit from being guilty
Teardrops roll down my cheeks
My feelings are so undescribable
My words are so unexplainable
My actions are so non-illustrable
to portray what's going on in my life
Yes I do!
I do realize quitting is not a solution to my mess.
I promise, promise to myself: I won't quit!
Silent whispers to my heart...
I am strong...
I am strong...
I am strong!
