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Okay um so I know I’ve been gone for literally forever, but I REALLG want to write a slow burn turns smutty story for you all. I want sexual tension, danger, anger, violence. Like that just sounds like so much fun. BUT, I might need some inspo to get it going… I’ll let you all know❤️❤️

Okay, I actually wrote a prologue for my story that I said I’d never publish?? Who am I??? 
          
          Anyways, idk if I’ll ever actually publish it but I mean the idea sounds cool in my head sooooo

Hi friends! 
          
          I’ve been pre-writing pieces of a story I really want to write for you all. I feel like the plot has enough information to feel suspenseful enough to keep you on your toes, but also have enough romantic tension that maybe you’ll be craving more.
          
          And, yes, I know I said I’d probably never write one, but yes, this is a smutty book!
          
          I have enough pre-written stuff that I think I really want to actually get this going. I’m going to start writing the prologue soon and look for face claims for my main characters. So excited for you all to see this!!

So, it’s been a while. I have a new story in mind, but I’m so busy lately that I don’t think I could ever actually write it. So, for now, the pre-written chapters will hide in the back of my phone and the ideas will sit in my head.
          
          So, a little about me. Last year, I focused a lot of my energy into a new friendship. Luckily for me, that friendship became more than just friends and he is now the absolute love of my life. I focus all of my energy into my classes and now recovering from a surgery I recently had. So, I’m unsure if I’ll ever actually post again. And I’m sorry about that. I love you all and wish I had that motivation, but I don’t anymore. I feel like my time is better spent elsewhere.

I’ve been writing some chapters for something new in my free time. Here’s a quick summary of something idk if I’ll ever actually publish 
          
          she was madly in love. and he was a ghost. no more calls, texts, or letters. no one to talk to but the ghost in the phone. the pictures and videos were just a shell. they created a false image. she remembered his voice, though it was fading and shifting every passing day. his face was almost unrecognizable in the pictures on the walls. she needed more, needed him to be real, though that would never be. he died three years ago and she was still haunted by it.
          
          
          he was brave. or maybe he was scared. no one really knew. he was shot, carved, beaten, bloodied, and bruised. completely unrecognizable in some ways, though he was still him. it was a miracle they let him keep that necklace. maybe their one shred of humanity before they carved another gouge into his back. he remembers the letter that they read to him when he was declared dead by his rescue team. remembers the day they tried to suffocate him with the very necklace that saved his life. if only he had listened to her and taken the dog tags when she said to. maybe he wouldn’t be in this mess.
          
          
          if only she had locked her window. if only she hadn’t screamed that night. if only she had accepted the invitation to drinks with her friends. if only the flower delivery man was really honest about who he was.
          
          
          if only he came home sooner. if only he had gotten up the courage a few months earlier. if only he couldn’t see the wreckage in the camera and hear her screams on that tape.

Ummmm, so I may or may not have an insane story idea in my head rn that I’m DEFINITELY not already writing out… 
          
          But, if I did… would you want to read a piece that I would put in the description?

Hi. It’s been a while… I won’t go into specifics of why I was away except to say that I was just enjoying everything I have (I still am, just not in the same way). I’m sort of inspired. I WANT to return to writing again. Hopefully, I could return to PYROMANIA with Graham and Atticus Eaton, maybe even write an entirely new story based off of some crazy fantasy I have created in my mind. Hell, I might even write smut eventually. But, for now, it’s nice to be back. I don’t know when I’ll officially start publishing again, but for now, it’s in progress.

hi... it's been a while since I last updated you all. I miss writing, I miss posting, I miss waiting so desperately for votes and comments and messages about a chapter I had posted previously in the day. However, I am very happy with my life rn. In fact, I've never been so happy. I'm making memories that I'll keep with me forever and I'm making even more friends!   To say that I miss you all would be the understatement of the year. You all were like my best friends. Granted, I didn't know any of you personally. I just thought of you all as close friends or colleagues. In the past 12 days, I have spent exactly 0 of those days on Wattpad. While sad to hear that, I've slowly gotten over that part of me.   Today, I watched the tomorrow war with Chris Pratt and it was phenomenal. I, personally, loved it. So much so, that it inspired me. I want to write again. Though, I don't know what to write about. I want to write a story very similar to the tomorrow war, however, a lot of my ideas would be the same.   It feels good to be writing an update for you all. I'm all right, I'm happy, I've never been better. And I wanted you all to know that. I'll hopefully be back to writing and posting soon. I have no idea when, I'm kind of just going with the flow right now. My life has kind of taken a turn, a good one, but a turn. I will hopefully be writing again here soon and posting within the next few weeks to months.   Love and miss you all! XOXO❤️

Okay, I’ve been absent for two weeks now...
          
          I miss you all, but my heart is so full now. I sort of used Wattpad as a form of therapy. I wrote so many stories to try and fill this hole in my chest and express desires I had for my life. Now, however, someone has given me a form of hope, a form of joy, and a form of butterflies I never thought I’d have. This person makes me the happiest I’ve ever been. I wish I had a desire to return to Wattpad but, for the time being, my mind is just full of this person. 
          
          I love you all, I will return one day. It may not be for a while, it may be soon. I won’t know until that time arises❤️

Sorry for being so absent lately... So much has happened in the past week that I haven’t had time to really hop back into Wattpad in a while. (All good things, don’t worry ) I love Wattpad and I definitely plan to continue writing, but my mind is open to bigger and better things now. Some things are more important to me than writing the latest chapter of one of my far too many stories. Some things are more important than reading a newly posted chapter. In a way, this week feels like I’ve changed and matured. I love Wattpad, don’t get me wrong, but I’ve learned that I can survive a day or two without even glimpsing at it which is HUGE for me. Now, in these next up and coming months, i will be released for summer break and may return to my mass writing schedule bc I have nothing better to do. Who knows? I love y’all ❤️