foxandsocks

im losing myself.

foxandsocks

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i love my horse (i fucking hate my horse)
          
          it’s wonderful getting to ride him (i wish he was never saddle broke)
          
          i love the amount of money i spent on him, it’s been so worth it (im broke to my knees, it’s not worth it)
          
          there’s no other horse i would rather ride (there’s santi, nifty, benny, donny, pumpkin, pedro, and gstar)
          
          i’m so glad i fully lease that horse for another year (i want this lease to end immediately)
          
          he haven’t caused me any health issues at all (i have herniated discs in my back and arthritis in my wrists, hands and shoulders)
          
          i’m not scared of his physical appearance at all (he is 17 hands and i’m barely 5 feet)
          
          anyways anybody have like 30,000 dollars they can give me so i can stop looking at my bank transactions in horror thanks

foxandsocks

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so funny story. i was at the barn today right, taking care of the horses. the wind is so miserable that i could never ride my horse without him spooking and bucking (as he does with harsh weather), so instead, i decided to give one of the lessons ponies a bath since he was DISGUSTING. upon turning on the water, me, my trainer, and my sister all realize that the water pressure would never be able to clean his coat. i got his legs soggy when my trainer decided “let’s clip his body instead because there’s no way the water will get through his coat” (he’s a cob/pony mix. so very fluffy). we started clipping his front left leg, the clippers FUCKING BROKE after only HALF. HALFFFFFF. of his front leg was done. my trainer was on the verge of tears because of how horrible this pony looked. so long story short. we fucked up this pony so bad to the point where he looks like a wet rat and ripped beached towel at the same time. i now have to ride the monstrosity we created tomorrow, #soexcited -_-