I hate myself, I feel horrible being under this skin. Sometimes I just want to trade my life with someone or going back to the past and change everything. I don't know what to do with this account, maybe it will be my dump? My vent dump, maybe (I hate Twitter).
Why I did that to them? Why I didn't know what they talking about? Why I didn't know the problem is? What answer should I give to them? Why I never be honest with everything. Why can't I be just normal???
And then he move on, and she move on, and they move on. Found a new friends, found a new partner, found their happiness. While here I am, still thinking what if I didn't do that. Will the outcome be different, are we still friend?
Maybe the problem is me from the start. It's good they stay away from me and me stay away from them.