@foxinscreamingcolor well you are your first reader, so it's good if you're able to break your own heart with your writing. And if it's your first draft then all it has to do it exist, you can always edit/revise/rewrite it later, and as many times as you want/need.
Just have fun with it! Good luck on your project!
I need to stop taking MBTI/Cognitive Functions tests. Their making me so confused. I say INFP, but they say ISFP, ISFJ, and ISTJ. Hahaha having a crisis.