@foxyrokxy I’m sorry that you’re going through such abysmal situations truly nobody deserves to handle so much at once specially if you are going through it alone (I hope not having someone who can help you is helpful in many ways) I hope your situation improves and that you can get over it, I know going through it is hard giving how I experienced 3 of things mentioned myself, I’m no expert but I advise you to vent someone you trust and is close to you, it’s not easy to open up to someone but I assure you that being comforted by someone you trust will make you feel better of course it does not make things go away with ease but will help you clear your mind a bit
Your mental health matters a lot so take as much time as you desire, I will be here waiting no matter how much you take, after all you need your space to find solutions to the difficulties you are going through, but if you need someone to talk to I’m here I may not be a friend or someone close but I love helping those I admire, even if we are well strangers technically I would still try to help you since you deserve being happy even if I don’t know you/know what you go through everyday, all I know is that nobody should suffer and have the situation you are currently going through.
Take all the time you need, I wish you the best, take care and remember that we love you and care about you! Hope you can find that light of happiness despite the struggles within ^^
