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Update log - 26/3/25 - Hey, I'm still alive over here... Somehow... Worser than before but alive... Ahem, first, I just want to say that I'm sorry for not updating any of my fics, especially my older ones.
January - My second oldest cat, Oreo, died all of a sudden in her bedroom then the next day I had to move to the new house, which is right fucking next to a busy highway 24/7 that got this motherfucker blasting clown music as they drive on the highway. Oh, and I had to lock my remaining 6 cats inside a fucking small room because of my brother and his wife or else he will throw them away. A very good ol depressing month.
February - The project me and my family were looking forward to finally succeeded with... Very dissapointing results that barely covered the initial investment. Sure, still earning money, but nowhere close to the amount promised. Also, what used to be a weekend visit from my brother and his family turned into an almost daily visit like holy fucking shit, with the annoying part of them bringing along complete random people over to the house and expecting us to serve them well. Hell, they even came into the new house at fucking 2 or 3 AM! 10 times! Without telling us, the people living in the house! Bastards! Sometimes random people too came in here! I hate February.
March - Fasting month for me and a very shitty month. I had to deal with brother and his family visiting almost every day to break fast, them dropping their kids over here and quickly fucking off, and no money to buy stuff in preparation for Hari Raya. Why? Because every online job I applied to didn't hire me and there isn't any nearby shops. At all. Also, I don't have my driver license because no money.
I despise myself for asking this again, but... Can somebody please donate money to me? I absolutely hate asking for money through my writing because it makes me feel like I'm working, not enjoying myself with a hobby. I hate it, I hate myself. I'm sorry.
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