Hey guy, I’m currently going through a real bad depressive episode at the moment. I’m going to try to be more active as I was but I mentally and physically am worn thin. I snapped and I think my depressed brain just needs to regroup again. I feel awful for saying this, but the people who who are my friends that are I am close to, I can not get myself to care and love them at the time. I don’t know if this is making any sense at all. What I’m trying to say is, is that instead of being sad, I’m just irritated with every little thing and I feel guilty for it, but I really can’t help it. My brain needs to reform again.