Hello everyone
I hope everyone's doing good and are healthy it's been a long time isn't it? I am still working on book and hopefully will bring it soon thank you for your patience and i had something in my mind lately but a bit much today i am kinda feel bad or idk what should I name it
It's been a while since i lost my dog..he left for a better place and I wish he is there happy and free that's fine life keeps going and there's nothing anyone can do anything about it but today it feels a bit too much anger, grief, regret everything... today whole day i kept thinking what if he left thinking he wasn't loved or i wasn't enough in taking care of him or he could have live long if i had took more care of him
Otherside i feel angry that why he left? Couldn't he try harder or just try it's all pointless but i can't help thinking this all today..i miss him a lot like so much i just needed to vent all this because it all was consuming my mind...so thought to write it all here, i still have a lot to say but don't know how or what i need to say that makes me feel lighter
Anyways thank you for reading and wait for book please i love you all take care!