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I've unpublished "blood covered silence"!
I can't stand how personal I got and how much I projected in it. The whole book is very taboo, and I just don't want it put there anymore. I started writing that maybe 2 years ago? And I've grown as a writer and person.
On a more positive note!
I will be writing a new fanfic. It will probably still be very depressing because, as much as I've changed... my mental health hasn't gotten any better (unfortunately). I'd make it less sappy, but I get writers block when I'm not writing from the heart, and I need to be quite personal for it to flow well.
I'm not too sure when I will have it published or any of the details.
So I guess you gotta wait and see!
I'm very sorry to any readers who were enjoying the book, but like I've stated, I'm uncomfortable keeping it open to the public.
I'd like to also say if I write about SA alot it's not because I have some weird fetish, I'm just dealing with a lot of past traumas and writing about it makes me process it better even if its dramatized and not exact.
Anyways...peace the fuck out! You guys mean the world to me, and you are worthy of love and happiness
Signing off.
- XX
(P.s. This message may also be removed, and I never post the book I want to. I've become more reserved than ever, and the thought of anyone knowing anything about me gets my heart pounding. Hopefully, you understand. I'm sorry if I'm disappointing anyone)