claire !

uhmmm.. i have 300-500 word essay for reading on the outsiders due at midnight... It 10:15 

CUS BABY U GET ME SO SO SOAKEDD THIS HEAT IS GETTIN TO ME. BRO MY BSF IS MY CRUSHS BSF AND HE SAID HE WOULD TALK TO MY CRUSH FOR ME 
          its a lot..

working on delicate rn. i was supposed to have a few chapters and publish it late december/ first few days of jan. but something with my neighbor happened so that delayed it. i hope to have it published this week. bro i got my great grandmas tv and im so happy lmaoo. but its one in the morning, i sleot from 6:40-10:50pm and i wanna write a chapter or two lol

tw cutting
          
          literally one of my fav people was going live and people were wildin and be crazy like they were saying eat my ass and shit and he went ended the live. i was just getting ready to cut then i saw his live notification and now he's not and none of friends r awake so 
          anyways why am i more comfortable on here, a random app ive had since late july, than i am with my own bsfs lol and why doesn't my mom ever shut her fucking mouth. like this bitch fr got me thinking im fat and lazy and ugly when she bigger than me and she's lazier than me. I'm not gonna say she uglier than me cus that not true she's pretty just her fucking personality isn't. "Claire, stop talking shit about your mom. Shes done so much for you." She has down a lot for me. she's made me relapse every time I've relapse. She can suck my fucking dick. I'm a girl but wtv. and I'm not even that fat like let's be real. I'm not lazy, I get good grades, gym is my favorite subject, I love sports, I write, I read, I take care of my dog, I take care of my bsf, I'm not fucking lazy. And I'm not ugly. I'm not saying I'm the prettiest cause I'm not, but I'm not ugly. I am pretty, ykwim? Like bitch stfu. you talking all this shit when you got yourself to deal with. You yelled at my brother for hitting his pen in the car when we live in a place where it always smells like weed. SO SHUT THE HELL UPPPPPPPP. i can go on and on and on about my mom. I boutta fucking do that in the middle of class. Just start fighting shit Abt my mom. 
          If you read this whole think, I love you and you deserve your favorite food and the comfiest hugs ever. If you don't like hugs, you deserve someone to play ur fav game with. Basically, I love you. 

I LISTENED TO HOUSE OF BALLOONS/ GLASS TABLE GIRLS AT 11:56:30 AND IM SO PROUD I REMEMBERED MWHAHA happy new year!another year with fake bitches, obsessions, fights, unnecessary drama, depression, regret, guilt, shame, and on the verge on pulling a hannah baker WELCOME TO 2024 LMAO this is where I take my ass to bed goodnight y'all 

i may or may not have 3 chapters of a book im working on done...? i plan on publishing it when i have about 7-10 chapters written so i can get the plot down and so you can binge read
          MWAHH 

i love @sophiaboettger594

its the way im coughing my throat out and wanna write like huh? how am i gonna have motivation when im sick and none when im not sick bffr making no sense ANYWAYSSSS my mom works at my school and she got me like 2 pictures of my crush today n im so happy bc i miss my man cus i didnt today  hehe

i miss my bf. hes not my bf but wtv. my friend was telling me that she saw him walking with one of his friends in the hall and i asked if it was a girl or boy and she said, "jealous much?" like yes. im probably gonna go crazy for him. its weird saying that bc hes 6 months younger than me and im in 8th grade, hes in 7th but hes 13 so am i but yea lol. the person he was walking with was a boy so were good yall.. i want him so bad, its not even funny anymore god dayummmm

im gonna cryyyyyyyyyy please get me out of this fucking school, this school makes me want to kill myself bro omfg