freakshow-x

Would appreciate some love being shown to my girls!!

freakshow-x

After a much needed mental break I’m finally back.
          
          I’m going to be 100 percent real with you guys, I have not been doing okay mentally, my anxiety and depression are flaring and my eating disorders are tearing their ugly heads again, so i took a break from Wattpad and hung out with one of my bestfriends and my daddy to get in a better headspace and honestly well I’m doing so much better and I’m thinking clearly! 
          
          So sorry I disappeared unexpectedly but the break was needed!!

freakshow-x

I’m sorry I haven’t been responding like I normally have. I’ve been going in and out of episodes of severe depression and suicidal thoughts. I use role playing as a means of distracting myself however I don’t want to respond to my roleplays that put so much effort into their responses and I can’t match that effort because I lack motivation. I promise I am not ignoring anybody I’m just going through something extremely rough and I’m finally letting myself realize that no I’m not okay, but that’s okay.
          
          I hope everyone understands and can be patient with me