𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 king

Hi Raiden, you prob don't know me but I'm one of Zain's friends, how's he doing? After he moved I haven't been able to get in contact with him

AAAAAAA RAIDEN.     I NEED UR NUM/DISCORD <3 I MISS U LIL BROOOO

Hey ik you left wattpad but you said you’d probably check your notifs sometimes, lmk if u see this!! Idk if uve missed me but I’ve missed u a lot man

I know that I said I was gonna be inactive on here from now on, but I just wanted to share a really, really important milestone with you all.
          
          I just found out that I got into my dream school!! I’m so so happy but I’m also in complete disbelief tbh
          
          mainly though, I feel really sad. the school is in Massachusetts and when I go, I’ll have to leave behind my family and friends—everyone that I’ve grown so close and familiar with, especially over the past four years in particular. but mainly, I feel guilty. I remember being 13, sobbing in my room and praying that I’d live long enough to get out of this house, and now I’m almost 18 and crying bc I don’t want to leave behind everything I worked so hard to build for myself. don’t get me wrong, I’m so excited to go and I’ve got a lot of amazing opportunities to look forward to, but it’s strange how much I’ve changed over the course of high school. I know everyone changes a lot, especially during hs, but it’s hitting me all at once that the life I’ve dreamed of living for so, so long is going to become a reality. it’s going to happen. and I feel so happy, but so sad at the same time. I really, really wish I could talk to 9th grade me and show him that we actually fuckin did it.

hey guys!! rq i posted some stuff in art book III but basically, im leaving wattpad! its been a long time coming and activity has slowed down a lot over the past few years, so im gonna be SUPER inactive from now on. i put a shitton of detailed info in chapter 100 about why im leaving as well as some final art in chapter 99 if anyones interested. but uh yeah!! goodbye (mostly) and i love yall so much!! THANK YOU FOR SUPPORTING ME WHILE IVE BEEN HERE <33

woah tmrw is gonna mark one month since my partner n i got tg :O yikers guys

ugh why is it considered "cringe" to wear ears and tails and masks in publicccc what if i just wanna look rad </3
          (im a furry fyi not a therian i js wanna have fun without being shamed/barked at)

oh yeah erm update ig: A did like me back and we've been together for the past four days lol MEHEHHEHE I LOVE THEM SM
          
          also i was gonna say that earlier, while I was playing overwatch with A and a few friends, A mentioned that they "do something weird" every time they get a crush on someone, so we asked them what it was and they suddenly seemed to regret saying anything about it bc they said that the thing was too weird to talk ab and they were scared we'd judge them, so I told them that i literally do not judge ANYONE bc i dont, and I asked them what category of weird it was, and they hesitantly murmured, "witchcraft." and so i think that they were implying that they mightve tried to cast a love spell on me before we got tg and were scared id be mad at them but erm... if they DID do that... i lowk dont even mind...??? is that a bad thing lmao

the person mentioned below (we'll call them A) literally fucking??? asked me to hoco yesterday???? what the fuck????? yall i think i pulled MEHEHEHE
          
          also it was crazy bc i had literally been considering asking THEM to hoco yesterday but ultimately decided against it bc 1) my friends and i had planned on going tg and 2) i was afraid they might reject me and then our friendship would be ruined; but then they asked me!!! A WIN IS A WIN
          
          i guess they DO like me back TEEHEE

ive been really interested in this person in my art class for a lil while (different person than the guy I liked at the beginning of the year) and I think I’m pulling??? lowk?? they’re really cool and funny, and they’re one of my few irl friends who actually uses my preferred name and prns; they have a rad sense of style and I find them very attractive, and they’re very easy to talk to. I really really like them and I think that they like me, too, but it’s very hard to tell because they’re one of those people who jokes with others by flirting, and I really like that about them, but at the same time, I can’t tell if they’re into me or not </3 but the more I think about potentially being in a relationship with them, the more worried I get. my last relationship left me with a lot of anxiety, and I’m often afraid that—if we do get eventually together—they’ll cheat on me. I was recently-ish with someone who cheated on me frequently, so I’m rightfully stressed about that kind of thing happening again because, yknow, anyone would be. but I’m also extremely paranoid and worrisome already, so I’m having issues with drawing the line between rational and irrational fears. I don’t know guys, I really like them and I hope that we can get together and have a healthy relationship; I love being in love and I hope something good can come out of this lmao