ive been really interested in this person in my art class for a lil while (different person than the guy I liked at the beginning of the year) and I think I’m pulling??? lowk?? they’re really cool and funny, and they’re one of my few irl friends who actually uses my preferred name and prns; they have a rad sense of style and I find them very attractive, and they’re very easy to talk to. I really really like them and I think that they like me, too, but it’s very hard to tell because they’re one of those people who jokes with others by flirting, and I really like that about them, but at the same time, I can’t tell if they’re into me or not </3 but the more I think about potentially being in a relationship with them, the more worried I get. my last relationship left me with a lot of anxiety, and I’m often afraid that—if we do get eventually together—they’ll cheat on me. I was recently-ish with someone who cheated on me frequently, so I’m rightfully stressed about that kind of thing happening again because, yknow, anyone would be. but I’m also extremely paranoid and worrisome already, so I’m having issues with drawing the line between rational and irrational fears. I don’t know guys, I really like them and I hope that we can get together and have a healthy relationship; I love being in love and I hope something good can come out of this lmao