freed1439

It's funny how things can change which you never thought can happen but there's nothing we can do but accept it. I don't want to be bitter yet my mind keeps wishing for your downfall and I know karma will get me for that. You did you and left our friendship with no remorse just because you had other friends and for the convenience of it. I hate you for that, I sometimes envy your life, carefree but I know in the end it'll be worth it and I'll be one who won in life. I'm praying for enlightenment and to get rid of this hatred feeling.

freed1439

@freed1439 hey past self, it's me and things are better now, it's not the same as before but you're in a better place, it took some time but you finally moved on. You did what you could and survived. Always remember to love yourself, you don't need the validation of others, getting ignored or ghosted, someone will love you and you'll smile looking back at this post. YOU ARE WHAT YOU DEFINE YOURSELF, DON'T LET ALL THE NEGATIVITY GET TO YOU, ALWAYS EMBRACE WHO YOU ARE! Fighting! I hope you'll find love before college ends, laban future pharmacist!
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freed1439

@freed1439 once more, I was reminded of the I hate I felt, I thought it slowly faded but then again it didn't. If only I had the choice, I would've done it by now but the time will come. I know my feelings are valid and I'm disgusted by the fact you felt no remorse over this matter just because you had other friends and our friendship that was broken wasn't important to you. I don't know until when will I be able to contain this hatred, I know it'll burst and I'll say some harsh words but that's better than doing nothing.
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freed1439

It's funny how things can change which you never thought can happen but there's nothing we can do but accept it. I don't want to be bitter yet my mind keeps wishing for your downfall and I know karma will get me for that. You did you and left our friendship with no remorse just because you had other friends and for the convenience of it. I hate you for that, I sometimes envy your life, carefree but I know in the end it'll be worth it and I'll be one who won in life. I'm praying for enlightenment and to get rid of this hatred feeling.

freed1439

@freed1439 hey past self, it's me and things are better now, it's not the same as before but you're in a better place, it took some time but you finally moved on. You did what you could and survived. Always remember to love yourself, you don't need the validation of others, getting ignored or ghosted, someone will love you and you'll smile looking back at this post. YOU ARE WHAT YOU DEFINE YOURSELF, DON'T LET ALL THE NEGATIVITY GET TO YOU, ALWAYS EMBRACE WHO YOU ARE! Fighting! I hope you'll find love before college ends, laban future pharmacist!
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freed1439

@freed1439 once more, I was reminded of the I hate I felt, I thought it slowly faded but then again it didn't. If only I had the choice, I would've done it by now but the time will come. I know my feelings are valid and I'm disgusted by the fact you felt no remorse over this matter just because you had other friends and our friendship that was broken wasn't important to you. I don't know until when will I be able to contain this hatred, I know it'll burst and I'll say some harsh words but that's better than doing nothing.
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freed1439

Baka siguro hindi ko matatapos ang pangalawang libro ko (I'm such a clown), I ran out of passion in the long run but I will keep trying! Dati I had lots of inspiration, now, I'm just keeping this app because I remember my highschool days but now I'm in college and had to move forward. I'm not doing it for the reads, followers or whatsoever, I just want to finish my book para masabi ko I really did try to become an author, I want to feel that feeling, feeling of accomplishment.
          
          btw just watched Suzume, ang ganda po! Haven't seen a great movie like that in a long time.

freed1439

hi guys, I'm kinda back, bigla akong nainspired HAHAHHAHAHA I'm planning to finish Astral: The 12 Signs kaya I hope everyone of you will support me, pabasa nalang po! I'll try to update it kahit busy sa college life shuta school na agad pero laban!

freed1439

Two weeks na akong hindi nakapagsulat hindi ko alam bat wala talaga akong gana, masyado lang talaga siguro akong anxious para sa results! Gusto ko na talaga siyang taposin, ilang chapters nalang talaga pero walang lumalabas sa utak ko. It's kinda hunting me that I'm not being productive everyday, iba kasi yong may nasusulat ka eh feel mo fulfilled ka, gusto ko mawala ang feeling na to  *crying emoji* juskooooooo, give me motivation! Basta they say all's well ends well but I'm in a new helll everytime, forda go nalang talaga ako. Try ko ulit magsulat bukas fighting!

freed1439

Nawawalan ako ng ganang magsulat these past few days, 1 week na din ang last update ko, kasi naman kinakabahan talaga ako sa result, sana pumasa talaga ako at hoping na kapag hindi ipagpapatuloy ko pa din siyang taposin kasi need ko yuh! Fighting din sa akon bukas, first day sa college kaso hindi f2f, can't wait sa Nov! I'mma slay, sana kayo din guys, stay safe.

freed1439

I'm really having a struggle just finding a proper editor for my book na ibebenta ko sana, ayokong mabadmood all day kaya nag-effort akong muli, sayang din kasi pera! Pambili la sana ng bagong phone, hoping hindi mausog HAHHAUAUA I'll be updating The Irregular sa August guys at tutukan ko na talaga para matapos na siya, taposin ko muna tong i-apply for contract ang isang story ko, yon lang stay safe sa inyo!

freed1439

Yaaaas self! Nakasulat ako ngayon ng nearly 1k words in one day which is a big achievement for me need lang talaga ng discipline and inspiration to do it, hoping that I can finish this novel as soon as possible para masimulan ko na ulit ang The Irregular! Hoping to finish 2 stories this year guys *clown noises* basta all's well ends well, tsaka graduating ako ngayon sana may honors ako para mabilhan ako ng new phone sana din magkajowa na ako this year HAHHAHAHA yon lang, babalikan ko talaga 'to if ever may matupad man langgg pero waaahhh when ako magiging successful at hindi clown dahil ilang beses na akong nagplano magtapos ng story July, 2020 pa yon tas June 2022 na ngayon, like nasayang two years ko dahil kakalipat, nagkaroon pa ako ng apat na ongoing story kaya very pighati basta I'm hoping for the very best sa life ko waaaaah.