connor/uni

(3/3) You can love. You are who you are. Being who you are is good. Now, before I go, I want anyone reading this to promise me that they'll allow themselves to be happy one day, even if it takes you longer than it did me, although even then, I'm still working on it. I want everyone who blessed my life to know it, and to bless others. You are all blessings. Thank you to this family, to all my oldest pals. I will never stop being Uni, and I will always carry everyone I met here with me as I jump into life. I'll miss you huns, I always will. Bye bye. :') 
          
          Love, Connor

(2/3) If I hadn't learned the beauty and solace that lies in online connections, found how real they can truly be, I would've never found the most amazing person on this earth for me to love the rest of my life. Of course, lots of other things happened. My dad is finally starting to accept my trans identity in the full, something I never thought I would ever have. I left college realizing it wasn't for me, but still have my dreams, and even might produce my first song soon. I have my permit, and I'm approaching a license. I hope to finally be employed soon, be free, and then hopefully find a home for me and my love. My sister is married, and she's finally happy. I won't babble anymore about my personal life, I just wanted y'all to know just how good life has been treating me because...when I was here, I was here because I thought I was doomed in life. That I'd never find anything beyond here, that my reality would always amount to me being nothing, and not meaning anything to anyone. And yet, even though I felt such a way for so so long...I somehow found things I thought were unattainable for me. And I guess I just want to say...you will too. If anyone out there is feeling like their life is doomed to get worse or just, stay bad all the time...I can promise you, life will surprise you. Please, to all my old friends...don't give up on yourself, or on happiness. I almost did, but I didn't, and I couldn't be more thankful that I didn't. I believe that everyone reading this, no matter how you were, or even are, has a chance to be happy. And, you shouldn't be embarrassed or ashamed if a place like Wattpad has helped you get there, like it did me. Just exist. Let yourself explore however you need to. Everyone is capable of happiness, and love. You are enough. You aren't too much. You are lovable.

(1/3) ...holy shit. Wow. Ejjdjdjd. Hi huns. Hi. I'm back. One last time.
          
          First of all, all the messages and little posts to my conversation board I've seen left for me as I've been gone are just, so goddamn sweet and, knowing people were wondering about me for so long is, touching to say the least. I never really felt like I made a very big impact with my silly spam books and yet, so many people wondered about me, and messaged me, and it was crazy realizing just...how many friends I made here? Even when I was, a violently hyper and autistic fan boy with no filter or chill, so many people were just, so kind when I could've been relentlessly bullied. Looking back I was embarrassed at my persona, and yet I know I shouldn't be if I was being genuine, which I...truly was. I've mellowed out, clearly, although lots of it was just me adapting and masking, I suppose. I'm not really making a clear point here, but what I'm trying to say is...I hope everyone who was my friend knows that some part of me will always love them, even if I'm going for good and don't know how to reconnect. To anyone who appreciated my chaotic account and just, loved on me for existing and being goofy...thank you. Thank you for being my home, for giving me support as I explored my identity, shared my oddly specific hyperfixations, and tried my very hardest to he creative in small ways. When I look back to my time here as Uni, all I can think of are positive, lovely experiences and interactions. I don't know how I got so lucky, but I did. And I only got luckier since I left. Now, I'm madly in love with the gentlest soul I could ever know. Him and I just celebrated our one year anniversary this month, and thanks to everything here helping me find myself, find the internet, I met him, and I wouldn't have if I hadn't been here.

EYOOO CONNORRR!! HOW ARE YOUUUU
          
          I HAVEN'T USED THIS APP IN SO LONG BUT I HAD TO GO BACK AND CHECK ON Y'ALL
          
          HOPE YOUR DOING GREAT RN <33

Love your pictures of Tom Hiddleston currently dying of laughter  hope you stay safe 

hey Connor!<3 <3 <3 i don't get on here much anymore but the time I do I like checking in on you
          I hope you're well! Have you made new friends? How is life? 
          I know you'll do great with whatever you're currently working on- you have too much skill to fail.  Anyways you'll always have people supporting you here even if you don't get back online!<3

HEY CONNORRRR :D
          
          how are you?? hope you're doing great out there and stay safe too! i miss you, buddy <33 anyways, how's university? is it fun? what's it like? you better be taking good care of yourself >:// 
          
          have you met new ppl? that's great if you have! stay happy and don't overwork yourselfff
          
          don't forget that you're never alone! we're here :)) and we'll always support you :3
          
          ya boi,
          bea
          
          ps have a lovely day ^-^

omg hiiiiiiii i havent talked to u is so longgg :O hope youre doing well :DD

Also, I might post a little update on what I’ve been up to tomorrow. :) If y’all want to reply to it too telling me how you’ve been doing as well, I’d love that! Good or bad, I want to hear what you’d like to share. I just missed you guys, and want to spend as much time on here as I can before I’m busy again.

Hello everyone. :)
          
          Just wanted to come on here real quick and remind everyone how much I love you. Cause I do. I love y’all. I love all of you. I know it’s been ages since I’ve been here, but…I guess you could say life has fully started for me now. I’m up to so much, so…I’m not so sure when or if I’ll be back. However, don’t think that doesn’t mean you guys aren’t on my mind still. Hell, you guys were my very first friends and found family, and I will never forget that. Being an adult is so scary and confusing and weird, but looking back on the time I had on here, and all the wonderful people I met always reminds me why I should keep going. I keep going because I know that I’m going to meet so many people just as fantastic as you guys. This place was the first place I ever actually felt comfortable socializing and making friends, and knowing that I was able to do such in the past is a huge motivator for me to pursue new and meaningful relationships in my day to day life. I hope one day I can meet some of you, or even simply reunite with you guys on here. I won’t ever forget about you all. If I can ever come back and see how you all have grown I will. I’ll try and check up on here every once and a while just to remind you guys to keep being awesome. You deserve so much love and understanding and care, and I hope that there are people in your life generously giving all of that to you. Y’all are the best. Stay imaginative and magical you absolute unicorns of the earth. :’)