freudianslippersss

          	i once mentioned my favourite socks colour. now, i have 5 white socks. 
          	
          	someone once told me,  “you don’t have to say too much for a person to listen to you”. now, i get it. 

freudianslippersss

ka last relationship kha tiang khan tawp lo se chu ka la na ve ngei awm si a, mahse a na ta miaaah lo kha chu mak ve reng
          
          i guess i knew too much to even care about it anymore. it just stopped.
          
          also, of all the traits that a person could have, one thing i can’t stand are cheaters. maybe not physically but even mentally cheating. ka ten. 

freudianslippersss

khawvel a ka mi tih theih loh te
          
          mi in victimize ching
          victim amaw inti tlat
          mahni chauh in ngaihtuah
          miin an ning em tih ngaihtuah miah lo a , thawm dim thiam lo
          sarcasm hrethiam lo
          mahni lan thrat na atana mi tihzah hreh lo
          mi thatchhia 
          someone who can’t own up to their mistakes 
          mi blame tlat ching te
          mi rilru nghet lo
          mi available lutuk te, miin an hruai phar mai mai theih etc etc ka ngaihtuah mai thei tawhlo
          
          
          quote of the day : “tuar ber amaw inti suh”
          

freudianslippersss

there’s always this thing that happens to me everytime i date someone.
          
          i date them for a while and yes, i appreciate the fact that they were with me but there always comes a point where the threshold level for me to be with that person always happen. maybe it’s bc the fact that i can’t forget what happened during our relationship. maybe i loved them while we were together but the moment i reached a point where i just can’t take it anymore, i lose all interest and start to think, “was what i felt during those years love or just to keep myself from being lonely?” 
          
          maybe it’s bc my first relationship felt so genuine and pure and had all my firsts, that i don’t feel anything new with my other relationships?? it’s all repeats of my first times. is something wrong with me ? idek

freudianslippersss

can’t stop thinking about the fact that it’s always the person whom they told you not to worry about. 
          
          “he’s just a friend i would never see him that way” or “he’s like a brother to me” 
          
          turns out, they’re actually planning to date later on. i was just too naive to connect the dots.