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 Life is feeling like a cliche book so I'm going to read one 

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My parents planned a surprise party for me, I overheard them talking about it on my birthday. It was supposed to happen on a Saturday, and I've been waiting almost a month super excited every Saturday to have my parents surprise me, but I realized the other day that they cancelled it for a golf tournament. Yay. 

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Not sure who saw the update about my grandfather, but his funeral is tomorrow. I'm so emotional and I miss him. I miss his smile and the way he tickled me all the time. I miss sitting in his big chair with him, he always wrapped an arm around me. I miss kissing him goodbye and saying I love you. I hate it but I love it. Everyone is saying I'm sorry when they didn't do anything. He chose to be cremated, and right before he was cremated, my grandma saw him. He looked healthy and had a smile on. God truly let him into his gates with open arms, he was an amazing man. I miss you, but you'll always be:
          Our Hero, Our Father, Our Papa...❤️