guys, i want to let you know something.
i will either be updating a lot, or not at all. this is because:
on September 3, 2014, i fell in love with the most amazing guy to ever live. i have such strong feelings, but now it's getting a bit out of hand. i dont know whether he likes me back or not. do you know what it feels like to love someone and not be able to tell them or not be able to kiss them or just.. be open about your love for them? it tears you apart. it makes you go absolutely insane. today, i returned home from school fro a panic attack about him. i absolutely cannot deal with this anymore.
Therefore, i will be either updating a lot and pouring out my feelings and desires or not updating at all because i will be done with it all. i hope you understand either way.