@SleepyHead1904 Yet, im still not mad, or angry, or upset, I am genuinely hurt and confused, all these years you held a grudge, I never got mad at you, I tried to help and give you as much support as I can, I miss my friend dammit, my first ever friend that I made at 3rd grade, And now im here writing a useless letter like it means something. To a dead account or who knows what.
You can hate me all you want. You can leave me all you want. I don't care. I loved you. I loved you as a friend and I will still continue to do so. I just wished you would open up to me more. I know I was an ass and wasnt understanding that very well. But.. i'm still here and open, with the same name, same username, same everything. Im not hard to look up and find.. I just wish you'd actually understand where im coming from and actually just.. talk to me.. I dont hate you. I'm sorry if you're upset at me about anything..
I just, want to make this to remind you, that I still look at you as a friend, I love you as a friend and family, and I miss you, I wish you could reach out to me so I know you are ok, I have no idea what you are doing in life now and I think that fact is whats putting me on edge, I just wish you for a better life somewhere out there, and,,, just a reminder that you are worth it, you made my life brighter ever since I was a kid, you were there when I was bullied, every time I was alone aswell, So, just,, Theres too many complicated thoughts in my mind that im not gonna pour out, Just know that if you ever want to find me and reach out to me after seeing this message.. Im not that hard to find.
...have a good year, pal,
