i met up with my childhood bestfriend today (following covid restrictions of course) and it was so awkward and i wish it hadnt been
i hadn't seen him for like 6-7 months before today and it was so awkward literally all we talked about was the mud and school...
i want our friendship to be like it used to be but i know it can't because we literally never see each other any more (he goes to a different school)
we did laugh a few times when he almost hit me with the 4 meter stick he found though, he almost pushed me into a puddle with it lol
( we used to see each other 3-4 times a week and somtimes more, they (him and his family) would come round for christmas, easter ect (or we went to theres). honestly we were both really surprised when we found out that we weren't in fact cousins... like we seriously thought we were cousins, we found out we weren't at the age of like 9)