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Would any of my followers (if you're still active here) read non-fanfic stories? I wanna write again but definitely not fanfics

Guess who's back y'all 

Y’all I know I been gone for months but I had to come back to reminisce in my fanfic phase and I see 208 notifs just sitting there LMFAO I don’t even wanna scroll that far

hello, super important announcement. if it’s a bit incoherent i apologize as i’m practically falling asleep as i type this.
          
          i’ll be leaving wattpad for good, and i probably won’t be coming back. 
          
          i have no reason to stay, it’s gotten boring this year and i don’t read or write fanfiction anymore. i’m swamped with work to do since i’m currently in my junior year of high school so i have no time to write anything at this point. i’m really sorry to disappoint, but that’s just how it is. i had mentioned in the past i was working on stuff but that was when i had free time. now that i have none, the drafts will probably stay unfinished for a long time. 
          
          i didn’t want to leave because i still talk to people on here sometimes and it’s my only way of communicating with them, but other than that, my time on this app is spent. and i think a lot of you guys on here have maxed out your time here as well. 
          
          i’ve grown a lot as a person since i first joined this app and i want to continue growing. the closing of this chapter of my life has been long overdue, and after my first break i should have not come back. 
          
          i appreciate the love i got on my first and only published and completed 8-chapter fanfiction (which has now been unpublished), it got up to around 850 reads which is crazy for a small author like me. i enjoyed giving people something wholesome to read, and i wish i could keep doing that. but life takes you places and staying in one place for too long isn’t always good, at least for me.
          
          by the time you see this, wattpad will be deleted from my phone and i won’t be getting notifications anymore. 
          
          from the bottom of my heart, thank you all for making my experience here amazing. the very few people that follow me are the sweetest and i appreciate every single one of you for bringing some joy in my life for a bit. 
          
          this is farewell, and in the words of kim hongjoong, “don’t worry, be happy.” <3

i’m probably not gonna be active on this app for much active bc it’s hella boring now but i wanted to give one more crush update for @eli_jelli and anyone else who was curious :)
          
          so i found out about a week ago that he has a girlfriend, it was mentioned in a random conversation about halloween and how he was gonna dress up with his gf to school that day.. so yeah i have no chance of dating him :’) but that’s okay because he’s a pretty cool friend. 
          
          i held a real life conversation with him for the first time yesterday so that was pretty cool! but that’s it. it probably won’t get much farther than this and i’m fine with that. 

hey y’all it’s been a minute >.> 
          
          so quick update: i cannot figure out how to verify my second account because i’m not getting the email to verify it SOOO i might just keep using this account but delete everything. i’m not sure yet because i get a lot of notifications of replies to my comments on kpop fics i used to read and like i said i don’t want to associate with that anymore. 
          
          i’ve been super busy recently with auditions, concerts, homework, etc. and i’ve been going nonstop for the past few weeks. i have no time to write so i really have no reason to be on here. i was trying to think of a way to keep in touch with you guys off this app but 1- my instagram accounts are personal and i’m not comfortable sharing my face and real name to strangers on the internet and 2- i don’t really want twitter or tiktok because of the toxicity there. i really don’t know what to do because i really don’t want to be on this account anymore.

so uh it won’t let me verify my new account so give me until tonight and i may or may not have another account (under the same name or similar)

hey! i made a new account under the name @astro_puffs so if you want to keep up with me or my possible future stories, please follow me there now.
          
          this account will no longer be active because i don’t want to be associated with kpop or fanfiction anymore. the account will still be up, however.
          
          thanks for your guys’ support with my decisions concerning this account and fanfiction in general. <3

i’m so tired of the kpop industry as a whole tbfh.
          
          this includes companies, problematic groups, and fandoms. 
          
          about the companies: everyone knows almost every company is stingy and money-hungry, so they mistreat their idols and trainees for their own benefit. but everyone knows that so i won’t delve too deep.
          
          about the problematic groups: i won’t name any because you can do your own research if you care enough. we all know how korea isn’t as tolerant of other races, the lgbtq+ community, etc. but a lot of other places are, and they’re stuck in the past. i believe idols shouldn’t be idols if they’re going to promote racism, homophobia, transphobia, sexism, and the like because that’s not the kind of time we live in anymore. i’ll leave it at that. 
          
          about the fandoms: the amount of immaturity i’ve seen involving almost every single fandom i’ve been a part of is sickening. when something truly problematic happens, they’re quick to defend without realizing the severity of the situation. if it’s cultural appropriation related, white fans speak over poc’s voices and blow it way out of proportion. too many “fans” are toxic and problematic themselves.
          
          i’m just really tired of kpop. as much as i love the music, i don’t want to be associated with it anymore as much as possible. 

if i have time i’ll change my theme this weekend :)