Hello it is may 4th I’m sorry that I worried y’all, I’m 21 now yay anyway let me just apologize for the sudden disappearance I wasn’t in the right mental state I felt idk lost and yeah anyways ima still be on hiatus I was able to write this bc I was able to get my hand on a phone (broke my old one) but yeah I love you all and miss you all very very much I appreciate everything I think ima try to focus on myself atm and figure things out to get myself better and going in a positive direction plus mindset I love you all and miss you all so much mwa