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Why is wattpad becoming shittier after every update

school starts tomorrow and ive never wanted to kms more

Im gonna kms a third spider actually what. I cant even tell if this ones a halucination and idk if id prefer if its not real. I probably would. Anyways i have no reason to live i want to die. Its past 4am, i cant wake up my parents. What the fuck do i do. Im so fucking scared. Please help me

I am crying and shaking/srs. This week there have been 2 BIG ASS SPIDERS IN MY ROOM. I DO EVERYTHING FOR THEM TO STAY AWAY. I CLEAN FREQUENTLY AND I HAVE AN INSECT SCREEN ON MY FUCKING WINDOW AND SOMEHOW THEY JUST KEEP APPEARING IN MY ROOM. WHY MY ROOM?! I REPEAT, THERE HAVE BEEN TWO SPIDERS IN MY ROOM THIS FUCKING WEEK I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE WHAT ARE THE FUCKING ODDS TO THIS HUH?!?!?!?!? I DID NOT NEED TI SEE A SPIDER ON THE WALL RIGHT NEXT TO MY BED AT MIDNIGHT. ATLEAST THE SPIDER ON TUESDAY WAS ON THE CARPET BUT THIS TIME IT WAS RIGHT FUCKING NEXT TO ME. HELLO UNIVERSE FUKCING CHILL OUT MY DADS GONNA HATE ME EVEN MORE IF I KEEP SCREAMING FOR HELP AT NIGHT. Also, don’t you find it suspicious that this is happening right after i talked about spiders actually being aliens that want to spy on humans, because spiders existing doesnt even make sense. How did they evolve in the first place? Is noone concerned how they are their own whole kind of species like mushrooms are? BUT ATLEAST MUSHROOMS HAVE PURPOSE. I DONT WANT TO LIVE ANYOMRE. I CANT LIVE ANYMORE. IM TERRIFIED. i never wanted to perish so bad in my entire life. please free me from my suffering. i am still cryibg, and i dont think i will ever recover from this. this is not going to help with halicinations and nightmares at all, i can feel my life worsening. kill me. 

Please for the love of god read all of the tags when you plan on reading an ao3 story, i regret ever being alive. I never knew a story could make me want to actually vomit, i want to cry, why did i not read all of the tags. I’m devastated and I’m currently experiencing more than five stages of grief.  I want to perish. 
          
          
          
          

it’s my birthday and im not feeling good at all, i hate life

thacnfs for voting bro i was squealing when i saw it <3

i’m in agony

holy shit i just redownloaded wattpad and i feel lowkey emotional bc my fanfic phase was so fun ngl. i dont play genshin anymore but i might pick up on it one day again. help me im gonna cry i forgot abt the diluc x lightning mcqueen thung 

what if u lay on someones lap and they just fart