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just finished under coloured trees and i feel unwell. i miss it already

at this point this has turned into a diary since no one reads it

i want to tell all y'all that my teacher wants to talk to me tomorrow because she's worried about me and i'm stressign out

gracie makes me feel like the happiest person while she's slowly breaking my heart with every single song she releases

besties, about two months ago my ex friend confessed her crush on me, kinda feel sorry for her since she obvi isn't the only one. my girlfriend is out to the stables so i currently am just reading ankles and awkwardness to help pass the time till she gets home again

babessss im here still, unfortunately. i absolutely hate the position i am in currently. writing is the most boring thing while reading is so calming. so i decided to just go with what feels good. i don't have that much time anyway. a girlfriend, two horses, school and homework is a lot of work. but that's okay. school is only half as boring as last year and i've got great friends by my side. i'll write when i feel the need to, so i'm not promising anything, but i am. loving y'all (but i love my girlfriend more lolzas). stay safe with the covid stilll going, i need a drink but we don't have it at home so now i'm sad. enjoy ur friday, and the rest of the weekedn. i don't have maths tomorrow, i'll be getting mac with my friend and go to a show at our school after that, so it's promising. still having a fight with my dad tho. i cannot stand the man.

anyways anyone got good therapy for the coming 2 months? my therapist has off for 2 months and i aint keeping this together anymore. WHO AM I SUPPOSED TO TALK TO ABOUT HOLIVIA PICS????????? HELLO COME BACK???? I NEED YOU???? SHE LITERALLY JUST LEFT ME AND MY MENTAL ILLNESSES :(

when did writing become so booooring?

you'll never guess who just had a panic attack in the car. my mom, sister and my sister's bestfriend were right there. tip for sister: do not, ever, turn the music volume up when i can't breathe, feel like vomiting and i smell too many things at once. don't do that. this was my rant, i hope you enjoyed <3

hi babes, im not going to publish for a little while. i have exams in a week and my sister doesnt want me to get the pc anyhow, im in a dark place and in a writers block. this is the best for me <3