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@kkegking d o i t > : )
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bullying you into cbing rn
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Kade sighed, staring at the other. "Look, I don’t know what your problem is, but I’m telling you right now: stop following me. It’s been getting really annoying." He folded his arms.
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@fthrlyissues \\ Kade paused, blinking in annoyance. "Mary, my two friends are myself and I. I don’t have actual two friends. I don’t have /any/ friends."
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" am i one of your friends? " she teasingly joked, glancing at her despite knowing the answer because it was extremely clear. " dont - dont answer that "
@-shxfts okay cool! i didnt want to completely ignore how kade identified and stuff
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@fthrlyissues \\ ; he/him is fine! Right now I’m using he/she :) She sighed, "being alone all the time is also beautiful. I don’t need anybody. I have me and my two friends. Myself, and I."
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" billy your not okay! just tell me what had happened! please! "
@kkegking
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listened to the song disobedient by steven universe
dare you to cb for angst involving mariana and her dad because i feel like she went from big daddys girl to her fathers worst nightmare
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uh - uh, cb for getting a call that mary getting arrested for something like drunk driving
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reviving mary! cb for her as i redo her bio and probably theme
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cb opt spec
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t/w for mentions of what n*il did and what happened to billy in s3 and max in s4, t/w for extreme angst
please do not read if your aware that your mental health cant handle too much angst right now
Dni on this thread unless constructive critism or adding something
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eventually, she got the news of what happened to max in march of 1986 - lucas calling her in the hospital and a sobbing wreck, she broke down and could hardly hold herself up straight - not again, it hasn't even been a whole year! no ... she failed to protect another loved one of hers, she failed to protect her baby sister. she rushed to the hospital in a desperate attempt to see max, her heart yearning for answers. the poor young woman couldn't handle such a weight on her conscious, another loss.
of course, she's still coping and learning how to handle such grief - while being there to help max walk when time comes. she still misses billy like hell, but she manages. the nicotine from a cigarette got her going, kept her calm when nobody else. she told herself she would never smoke a cigarette but here that day came. breaking a promise to herself, she just took that first drag and ended up hooked.
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after spending so much time caring and mothering max and billy from such a young age, mary knew they werent her children - but she saw them as that more then her siblings. she hated not being able to protect them from danger, whether its the dangers from their own home - or the dangers of those supernatural phenomenons that seemed to hurt everyone
july 1985, the event of starcourt mall - she hated seeing her younger brother not like his true self for a week, but then that horrid day came in where she got a call to pick up max after the mall fire. "where's billy?" that was the first question that left her mouth when she arrived, but the heartbreak in the quiver of max's lip and the grief tinting her eyes - that cracked and serious tone of voice with the tears of sorrow waiting to roll down her cheeks, then those very words came and she knew she could hear her heart shatter " ma'am . . . I'm sorry for your loss " no, no! not billy - he couldn't be gone, she failed to protect her little brother!
she wasn't that well after that, moving into an apartment because she could hardly stand neil- she resented him for all the years of pain and torture. she couldn't stand the mention of his very name, her own father. she just couldn't abandon max though.