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TW , just a little thought process
the panic of feeling alone is enough to deal with itself, having a phobia is no better.
Even comfort audios hurt , feels like a knife carving the words “nobody is there” into your back.
If your gonna sit there and watch me cry but then yell at me for saying I have no friends to other people, then don’t even bother calling me your friend. Because your taking up a title that’s meant for someone who wants me. Not someone who likes to throw bullshit at you and call you a cry baby, hm?